In this loneliness there is nothing to fear..

Sunday, January 01, 2012

2011 was an impt yr..really impt..
这一年让我学会了很多，但也让我发现我还是学不会很多很多..
有时候当你觉得你已经了解了某人、事、物，但事实上你根本不懂..
2011年我在思想上，处事待人上有了新的体会与感受..

我尝试了许多从来没有做过的事，我感受过更多的酸甜苦辣..
我学会了珍惜生命中的每一份感动，带着感恩的心去面对每一天
我学会了在逆境中坚强起来
我学会了凡事不要只看表面

但我始终学不会如何与某些人相处
学不会有效的控制自己的情绪
学不会我最坚持及难以割舍的那些

这一年我认识了矛盾
当你觉得坚持到底是件好事，但过分的坚持所带来的往往是伤害
当你得到向往的自由，你又会觉得不被关心
当你一怒之下说出一些气话，你以为你会很后悔，但是它已留下了阴影

我想能代表我的2011的来年感受个就是它们了吧!

希望把一切的不愉快，一切的伤痛留在2011..
就算今年真的是世界末日，我希望我不会带着遗憾到这世纪的终结
2012，重新出发，重心出发！

slackingagainat; 6:13 PM;Y

Saturday, October 29, 2011

slackingagainat; 7:41 PM;Y

Happy birthday, Ma!!

slackingagainat; 1:47 AM;Y

Thursday, September 29, 2011

I can really understand what it means by "No pain, no gain" now..
Uni life is much more hectic than jc life.. like seriously MUCH MORE! The importance of time management becoming increasingly obvious to me.. Always having the end in mind and constantly encouraging and motivating urself to go on..basically pushing urself to ur limit.. Well, it's about what u want to do wif ur life ultimately..u want to succeed, u have to put in the effort! Sometimes, i stop n think, y m i push myself so hard? Doing things tht r so time consuming.. n not even seeing any benefits tht i can gain in short term.. But then again, i guess this is uni for u.. We are always involve in things u r passionate about and these activities u participate in becomes part of ur life, part of u! n when u happen to look back at what happened in ur life, let's say 20 yrs later, u have something worth remembering in ur life..other than just study n work! N i strongly believe that whatever shit i do now will definitely be beneficial to me in future.. my character development and exposure to career opportunities..
I have always been pushing myself.. I remember tht I used to be very very shy and not sociable at all.. but I saw the importance of forming connections wif ppl.. the importance of making friends.. I pushed myself to be more open and try to socialise more.. while this may appear to some tht i m missing the whole pt of making friends..but i beg to differ..i m not being hypocritical..i still make friends wholeheartedly! but what i m trying to drive at tht is tht, in the process of "forcing" myself to make more friends, i gain much more than what i expected.. i learnt to enjoy the whole process of making friends..Connecting wif ppl just comes naturally now..it's not a chore anymore:)
Perhaps similarly, i can turn pressure into motivation for any situation i m in! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

slackingagainat; 10:12 PM;Y

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

已经很久很久没有想哭的感觉了..
但现在真的很想哭..
哭不是单单因为难过..
而是失望..
哭不是单单因为失望..
而是绝望..
也许十年后，二十年后..
会想起今天，会觉得自己很幼稚
但是至少我现在觉得这不是幼稚的表现
这是一种在乎，一种重视
十年后，我还是会记得今天的你
那种不屑的表情..

slackingagainat; 5:27 PM;Y

Friday, August 19, 2011

Went for industry talk from mon to wed..highly enlightened by the speakers from the various industries..at least I have a better idea what to expect in each industry..Lend lease n mediacorp are cool man! Haha..

There are so many CCAs tht I want to join! Hmmm..NUSSU Public Relations unit? Career guide? Or go for audition for CAC Voice? Hmmm..

slackingagainat; 9:38 PM;Y

Saturday, August 13, 2011

What more can I ask for? I really enjoyed myself throughout the awesome 5 weeks, I made awesome friends, awesome seniors..OUR AWESOME IS DEFINITELY MORE AWESOME THAN ANYONE ELSE’S AWESOME!!

Really grateful for all that has happened for the past 5 weeks..if rag did not exist at all, my uni life would definitely not begin wif a blast..at least it’s not the usual beginning in pri,sec or jc, where we always go for countless academic talks..not much engagement..

I rmb e day when I went to sde for the first time of my life for Admission day..it was a rainy day n I was slightly late..i sat through the intro talk by danny..then i thought, m I gg to be some loner here? I told myself: “No. I am gg to make uni life an unique experience..memories tht will stay wif me for life..” tht’s when e seniors started talking abt NUSSU rag n flag..

They portrayed the entire event as a super rahrah kind of thing..but it’s a good chance to mingle ard right? So I signed up for both FOC n float..

What I really want to say is tht I nvr regret joining rag at all..i learnt a lot from the seniors..i get to meet my fellow freshies/course mates..MOST IMPORTANTLY TO BE PART OF THIS AWESOME TEAM OF PPL WORKING SO HARD WITH A COMMON AIM IN MIND! Although I got much lesser time to rest before skl starts than those who didn’t join rag, I guess the effort put in is all worth itJ it’s really amazing to see all the claddings falling into place n us creating something really awesome out of nothing at all..the feeling is simply overwhelming..

Towards the end of rag, I saw ppl coming more often for rag..i see more ppl getting glue-high n coffee-high..haha! n tht was when I stayed over at ID studio too..n sleeping for less than 1h on the night b4 actual rag day..walked to mbs at 3.30am (and literally window shopped)..watching ndp live broadcast at promontory as a skl..seeing fighter jets flying past us..

Perhaps rag is a unique experience to each nus student, especially to sde freshies..e support we get from each other makes everything so much better..e collective memories gathered will always bond us together..no matter where we may be for the nxt few mths, I m sure many of us will be back for rag2012 just because of how awesome rag 2011 was.. perhaps when we are back then, the feeling will be different..but there will always be something tht will remain the same- “black 41”

Yes, rag is not abt winning, it’s abt you,you,you,you,YOU!

slackingagainat; 2:11 AM;Y

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

是否记得守护天使的游戏
从我抽到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆
或许未来有快乐也有艰辛
我会把你紧抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣
如果天空只剩最后
一颗闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引~

总有一天你会看到
Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使它一定能够~感应~
如果天空只剩最后
一颗闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引~

总有一天你会看到
Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使它一定能够~感应~

一首很久没听了的歌..brought back many memories..those silly n innocent days:)

slackingagainat; 5:26 PM;Y

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